yo its robby
bringing back the live journal

i feel like talking, to people who dont listen
but its cool anyways
so you want an update on my life?

so im in love, with a beautiful girl, her name is Michelle.  she is really nice too, we've been together for almost a year now
yup
and 2 days ago i got into a really bad car accident and wreaked my car
in some pain

im pissed off at a kid i dont even know for things i can understand.  i dont know who i dislike more, me or him

ya cant hate a kid for trying.

but yeah
fuck him
i am pissed

well anyways thanks for listening to my rant
imma be updating alot more now, trying for everyday

have a good one lovelies!

-->The no longer alone embalmer

damn it

wuts wrong with me?
please, someone tell me
whut is wrong with me?

These are your good years
Don't take my advice
You never wanted the nice boys anyway
And I'm of good cheer
'Cause I've been checking my list
The gifts you're receiving from me
Will be

One awkward silence
And two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
Staying up, waiting by the phone
And all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breath to me
Before you bury yourself alive

Don't come home for Christmas
You're the last thing I wanna see
Underneath the tree
Merry Christmas, I could care less

Happy New Years, baby
You owe me
The best gift I will ever ask for
Don't call me up, when the snow comes down
Its the only thing I want this year

One awkward silence
And two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
Staying up, waiting by the phone
And all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breath to me
Before you bury yourself alive

Don't come home for Christmas
You're the last thing I wanna see
Underneath the tree
Merry Christmas, I could care less

Don't come home for Christmas
You're the last thing I wanna see
Underneath the tree (Don't come home for Christmas)
Merry Christmas, I could care less

Don't come home for Christmas
You're the last thing I wanna see
Underneath the tree (Don't come home for Christmas)
Merry Christmas, I could care less

yea i have too many awsome friends
if ur awsome
and ur my friend
or moderatly cool
or ive said ur awsome
or ur emo and u think u suck
but u dont
ur awsome
HOORAY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!

ok so i have a HUGE crush on this girl
like
she is amazing
there is no way for me to acurratly describe how great she is
no way at all
ever
ever ever ever
ever
yea she is that amazing
but she is in love
like seriously
L-O-V-E LOVE
yea
and i donno wut to do
cuz i donno
im happy for her
but i like her
i donno
i guess i cant show up out of the blue and expect her to like me back eh?
yea advice anyone?

yea...back in computer class
my hand hurts
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyway
i am kinda blahh
just took a trimester
bleeeeeeeeeh
and so my teacher laughed at me cuz i sprained my hand
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
im gonna leave now byezorz

yea so computer class just started and my teach was like rob were u on drugs wen u got that pik taken? and i was like noooooooooooooooooooo
and he looked at me and he was like
uve deffinatly done drugs b4
so now everyone thinks imma druggie
which makes some sense i suppose
lolzorz
annnnnnnywho
ive been having really bad headaches.....dreams.....pain.....and thoughts
i donno
w/e ill get over it
yeaaaaa
so i hate chourus
cuz its concert is on the 15th and i got better shit to do
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyywwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

im bored
my drawings suck
and my fucking poems suck
and im tired
i got mad shit to do
aaaaaaaaaaand i wanna go to bed
or get laid
but i prolly wont get either
lol
o well kinda knew that
hmm well imma go translate sum random shit into japanese and curse ppl out in other languages

WOO!

mmk so like i jus got dumped...
no worries its all good
i went to the witches brew
place fucking rules wit a fucking passion
hellz yea
i wanna work there
but i prolly wont be able to till im 18
damnnnnnnn
anywhoo
yea so im in computer class
and im reading a book
its a good book
o and i have to find a way to go to this thing called a winter formal....yea
cuz my friend
wants me to escort her friend
and if dont escort her she prolly wont go
but the thing is that the chourus concert is that night
yea so fuck i donno wut to do
cuz i really wanna go to the dance =](i like dances they r generally fun)
and i REALLY DONT wanna go to the chourus thing
only reason i would is cuzza my buddys that r in it yea
and i really donno wut to do
ppl who read this gimmeh sum advice plz
i mean i donno im bad at choosing things
and plus if i wanted to go i would have to convince my mom to lemme
and i need sum advice on dat too
yea how to fuckin do that
and sum crazy person called my fucking phone this morning and im in school and if i find out who the fuck it is imma fucking track them down and
uhmm


im really not sure
maybe they wanted to chill
eh w/e
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyway yea comment me tell me wut u think
so like wuts up with all of yall?

so yea
life is goooood
yea im in computer class
and im slightly lazy and dont wanna do work
so im drawing a pik
i hope it comes out good
errrrrrrrrm yea thats all
later

~_*Alone_Embalmer*_~

[Embalming]
A practice utilizing techniques such as preservation, disinfection, and restoration to return a corpse to a state close to that of when it was alive.
The lasting preservation of a corpse is one of the key qualities of embalming. They say once a body is treated, its peaceful appearance is preserved forever.
The first step in the embalming process is to cleanse the corpse. The surface of the body is disinfected. Embalming fluids are then pumped through the arteries via small cuts in areas such as the shoulders. This displaces the blood. After cleansing the corpse once again, any necessary restorations are performed, the body is clothed and makeup is applied. And with that, the work is complete.
They say infectious diseases such as hepatitis and tuberculosis are present in approximately 65% of corpses. Preventing the spread of infections is an important part of embalming.
When disposing of fluids from the corpse, one of the biggest dangers to an embalmer is infectious disease.
Even after people die, the bacteria inside continues to live. Sadly, those in the funeral industry currently have no protection or legal regulations for dealing with infectious diseases.



[THE ONE THING THAT SCARES AN EMBALMER IS THE THOUGHT OF EMBALMING SOMEONE THEY LOVE]